im not happy alot and there always seems to be something wrong with me i sit there sad or go off on my own on the school yard i feel like i cant make contact with people without being horrible but they say im never horrible its annoying being like this but you know what if i had the chance to change all of this i wouldent do anything i dont care what people say or think about me and i got alot from this a band, a friend who understands me and my guitar they are what makes me hold on but they dont make everything better i still do what i mainly do but i dont give a crap any more THIS IS ME AND I DONT CARE